Halfway through my last journal I wrote this, in unlabled undocumented quotes,

The landscape is a testimony,
a metaphorical visualization of non-linearity & interconnectedness.

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Reading it then, reading it now, my right hand (im)pulses to create.

Underneath that entry, without quotes and with the same pen, I wrote: 

spatial & narrative confusion

optical illusion collapses spatial categories

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I apologize to whomever and whatever work I documented without a source;
I owe you double for putting my unsayables into speech.

When someone teaches me how to approach something,
I should remember the spring and not just the flowing forth.

I am learning many things half a journal too late.