I was a passionate photographer, and for a while somewhat guiltily. I thought it was a substitute for something else -- well, for writing, for one thing. I wanted to write. But I became very engaged with all the things there were to be had out of the camera, and became very compulsive about it. it was a real drive. Particularly when the lighting was right, you couldn't keep me in...
I suppose I thought photographing was a minor thing to be doing. And I guess I thought I ought to be writing. In Paris, I had been trying to write. But in writing I felt blocked - mostly by my high standards. Writing's a very daring thing to do. I'd done a lot of reading, and I knew what writing was. But shy young men are seldom daring.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Walker Evans said,
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11:30 AM
I think I hit my peak in the day around five-oh-four a.m.
I had a terrible, obvious dream last night, this morning.
Decaf should be illegal, but it's not. This is why I don't need drugs.
If I ate this orange in front of me, every one of you would be in danger.
Ramble, ramble.
I had a terrible, obvious dream last night, this morning.
Decaf should be illegal, but it's not. This is why I don't need drugs.
If I ate this orange in front of me, every one of you would be in danger.
Ramble, ramble.
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5:03 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Tuesdays before class. Often I arrive too early.
I read outside, dangling my legs over the ledge of the building. Or,I bide time in one of the hidden rooms in Melcher Hall.
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4:38 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009
In another world, I am the star of a classic French film.
There is ecstasy and understanding.
Abandonment and intrigue.
I'm a ready-made star. The sun is always trying to tell me something.
The doors are always unlocked.
There is ecstasy and understanding.
Abandonment and intrigue.
I'm a ready-made star. The sun is always trying to tell me something.
The doors are always unlocked.
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7:21 PM
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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
It is easy to be beautiful; it is difficult to appear so. IFrank O'Hara (yes, again)
admire you, beloved, for the trap you've set. It's like a
final chapter no one reads because the plot is over.
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1:27 PM
There are certain people you trust even when they say, 'Be Transformed By the Renewing of Your Mind.'
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10:23 AM
Kenneth Koch said,
Another thing about Florence that inspired me was just living there. Every morning after I’d worked for a few hours, or sometimes before I worked, I would take a walk, and it was the most beautiful nature I’d ever seen. The fruit trees began to blossom in March, I think it was, and there were new flowers every day or every other day. I remember that when I was writing Ko I began to feel that I wanted to put into it every pleasure that I’d ever experienced — the taste of plums, the smell of certain hallways, the way the hill looked behind my house when I was a child, the way snow looks through a window. I remember once when I was walking outside my house and smelled something coming from another house; I didn’t know what it was, but it reminded me faintly of the smell of the roller coaster in the Cincinnati amusement park, and I felt a little crushed that I hadn’t gotten that pleasure into the poem yet.[and, later]
From 1952 on, in New York, John Ashbery and Frank O’Hara and I saw a lot of each other. We used to show each other poems all the time; we also saw a lot of Larry Rivers and Jane Freilicher; we were always hanging around, looking at paintings and reading each other’s poems and sometimes collaborating on works. In my poetry then I was trying to get a very hard, concrete, and shining quality in language. What I wrote was often unsyntactical and, in a way, ‘irrational.’ There seemed to me something in any word in the language — take the word ‘floor’ ‘book’ ‘table’ ‘cheek’ or ‘hand’ — which would be weakened if I put it in any expected context.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
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9:20 PM
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