On tenderness that she could afford to treat casually.

A feeling of constant just before falling asleep seizes me.

Coerced showgirl utopia, escapist casting couch.

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Other people were gripped by the sensation of constant lying

and the vertigo of all her letters.

 *

There are five self-conscious broad narrative categories:

perversion of the round side of an orange, sadistic spectacle of being observed, the economic second address,
unendurable investigation & Diderot's conflicting fables.

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In letters to friends admitted she not only loved but adored, bought an aeroplane, fell into a jealouslover machine.

O! this ruthless stanza of poetry.

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Carson said Proust said,
Dear Heraklitos, theory is good but it doesn't prevents things from existing.