I'm Traci Lynn Matlock.
I live and work in Houston, Texas.

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Saturday, December 17, 2011

Sodade, said Ms. Évora.


There's the loss that accompanies knowing. 
And then there's the loss that accompanies knowing only that you did not, could not or would not know. 


The trick is not to value one type of knowledge over the other.

Gosh, I don't know; perhaps it's the opposite.

Maybe the value's in decidedly valuing one -- whole-heartedly, doubtlessly.


Don't trust me because I trust everything.

Especially my own self.
To my detriment and to my blessing.

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Saudade / Sodade

The '7th Most Difficult Word to Translate.'
Or, as A.F. Bell puts it, the "vague and constant desire for something that does not and probably cannot exist... 
a turning towards the past or towards the future."

3 comments:

Bruce Grant said...

The German word Sehnsucht (held by Germans to be equally untranslatable) is more or less synonymous with saudade.

the river said...

There too is the knowing that accompanies loss.
And I have to look up the other 6 words now Traci.

traci lynn matlock said...

That's amazing, Bruce. Thanks for the heads up.

And don't get lost down the well, Greer. When I went to look it up again, apparently there are many different lists of interesting words all over the web. Too much goodness!